These are my amazing friends that I’ve spent my last 2 years in St Nicks with, who never fail to amaze, never fail to cease to make me happy, never fail to come up with the most ridiculous ideas anywhere in or out of school. But school had never felt like school, felt like a bonding ground where we’ll pick up the pieces where we left off, and move on.
Then last morning I felt this bad air circling around me, then I choked up a bad headache and decided to take the half day off. I never knew how waking up this morning with a heavy heart and with so much to say getting stuck within your guts - So close I could almost pull a trigger right through my heart. Not immediate, but indefinitely. This morning I saw a girl with emotionless filled eyes, filled with emptiness and sorrows within. She looked at me so beautifully and I wished I went up to her and asked if she needed company. Then I wished I had my camera so I could take a picture and let it remain as a memory, a memory of a stranger that I thought I’d knew for more than a decade, looking right through me.